January 18, 2003 journal, freedom of choice, the washing of hands, crying out to God.

There is no freedom of choice. Freedom of choice is a hoax! The only doctrine Family Planning emits is death for mother and baby and the scars follow a mother to her dying day which is often accelerated by the shame and guilt she feels for having aborted her baby. The Gulf States are taking the issue serious and broadcasting an outcry against abortion. The silence of the church is broken by a massive move to stop this insanity of killings in the largest unregulated industry in America where doctors make from 1,200 to $5,000 an hour to kill babies in attacks. The law in every state was negated by a vote of 5 to 4 in the Supreme Court in this so-called Christian nation. James Dobson on his national radio program is calling for an all-out objection to this savage practice of killing babies. Now they report some churches advocate abortion outright and its hard to believe but it is true. The fetus lie has been fed to us by the secular press media until people are confused. It is reported that many women having had abortions try to cleanse the guilt by washing their hands continually but nothing works to remove the guilt they do suffer. Let Family Planning show these cases in their counseling sessions if they want to be at all fair. The Gulf States are sounding the warning and actively pleading for America to stop abortion. It is not until we cry out to God do we really Pray meaningfully in a way that I believe God will hear our prayer and deliver His people. In no way are we prepared to go a war. It is now being discussed on public airways that the church has done nothing to teach the people to eat and live rather than contribute to their obese dilemma or physical deformity. It is not until we gain control of our beastly diets will we be able to think and act wisely. Not until we clean house against the idolatry and idolaters in this country would we be able to take up arms against another. Not until we stop abortions of innocent babies will we be able to take up arms against another nation and win. Not until we revoke those evil Noahide laws called Education Day with their contempt against Christians will we be able to take up arms against another. Let us look in the mirror to see ourselves for the evil we are. It is not until we repent will we be able to judge other nations for their war contempt. I’ve purchased a book on R G LaTourneau entitled the joy of accomplishment, it's always too soon to quit. I now quote from that book, "All board, the want to experience a life of fulfillment consistent with the abilities with which God has endowed you? If that appeals to you, then join in. Learn to understand the dramatic of motivation which, if recognized and honored, will keep you moving step by step toward your God honoring goals. Now was the expression "all aboard". It will be played out in the life of Mr. R. G. LaTourneau. (Longview, Texas) Nearly every weekend that dramatic genius, world famous and banner builder and operator of heavy earth moving equipment and large ocean going platforms to support oil drilling equipment, would board his plane and takeoff for some distant place to witness to the grace of God, his love for all men and His savings and transforming power. Always on time for the departure he would seat himself in the plane, the door would close and in his big booming voice he would explain, with a strengthening of the word “all, and a snap of aboard" he thrilled to the takeoff thrust of a Learjet, the plane which he traveled during his last years of his ministry. Previously he had several kinds of airplanes. Each in it’s day was very good, but the Learjet was the one that matched his personality. He felt what might be termed almost a kinship with it. He would climb almost straight up with a surge of power that pressed the passengers against the back of the seats with tremendous force. This was his delight. That was power that could be felt. It signaled progress”.