September 21, 2003 journal, Lake Washington Monument, 5 feet of water in Baltimore.

The oil men are pulling those strings and controlling every word or deed that comes out of his mouth. When Houston shells out big campaign funds they are expecting a mighty big return. I was given a bumper sticker that says "believe nothing until it is officially denied" and that's the way things go. Here I was thinking I should try to paint like Kincaid until I received the most wonderful response to my misguided feelings. I am happy to quote this reply. God I believe has placed me here for a purpose to paint the alarm of the Revelation. A very bright student from the Appalachian State has written a response to my expression of desire to paint beautiful like Thomas Kinkaid in yesterday's journal. Kristen Williams, we met at the American visionary Art Museum in Baltimore at the opening of the show of our idolatry painting. Kristen has the extraordinary understanding of the mission and the message of our art, also my personal art, plus the collaborations with artist Norbert Kox. "It would be a sad, sad day if you paint like Thomas Kinkaid. I see his paintings as being like a beautiful woman, and if he hides Christian symbols in them, it’s a beautiful woman wearing a cross. I mean, they are well put together and wonderfully pleasing to look at, (and they might be bearing a cross), but they lack general depth and I think they are made to appease the masses in these desperate times. His paintings represent a place that we can never get to, like a dreamland that our society will never attain. I think he creates a sickening pleasantness to disguise the ugly world around us. I don't think that is a good thing, especially if by facing the unpleasant things can make us change them. He has these print galleries in every major upscale mall in America, where you can pay $1,000 to own a copy of his mind numbing work. He is a very rich man, making his money from numbing the minds of Americans with his delicate hand. I love your work. You will never be able to paint like that because you serve another purpose. And he heard about officials on the coast telling residents to write their names in permanent marker on their bodies in case they are killed, such morbidity. Have you seen the documentary “bowling for columbine”? It is a film about gun control by Michael Moore and the influence of the media on crime, etc. It can be checked out at your local Blockbuster, which amazes me because it totally blast the media's "fear tactics" for increasing the crime rate. I don't know if you'll like it but you certainly will appreciate it. I hope your health and spirits are good. Right now I am working for the Matauga Arts Council for the Jones house on King Street in Boone off and on because it is volunteer work. School is going well, and I am happy. Kristen". Thank you Kristen for expressing such great faith in my work and sharing from the inside. A lake water was shown in front of the Washington secret Monument and major flooding of all the area spells disaster and more federal money is now to be printed and given away. CBS Sunday morning showed John Mellocan with his art and music from Indiana as he is trying to save the farmer and boldly criticized the administration for its policy on Iraq and request for 87 billion more saying to his audience, "Let us take our country back". The Red Cross are saying they cannot help victims of Isabel because they are out of money. I'm not surprised if people stop giving to them after the major debacle in New York City. This’ll be my next painting of a big red cross and I will try to show the fraud that they are. Tonight 60 minutes will show Dick Cheney and his deals on oil and rebuilding of Iraq. All these deals are marked classified and are unrevealed to the media for publication. I praise the Lord for his abiding presence with me and the body of the real church with the universal chaos we see present. We're well into the final hours of the Apocalypse endtime.