June 21, 2002 journal, now joining the circus, general digestion, our nuclear waste dump.

Prayer should be our first activity of the day and without stress. A perfect Christian life I believe is stress free. It takes major disappointment sometimes in our lives to make us to concentrate on the true value of where we are headed. My purpose is to paint the visual message in art, not to sell art. If I could paint a circus tent and it would travel on it's own then I would be happy. Meanwhile I pray that the Lord would move on the heart of that one person that holds the decision on the geodesic dome. The dome is constructed in a pyramid style and may have come from people practicing paganism. I will look up Mr. Fuller the designer on the Internet and read the information posted on him of religion if it is included in his biography. One man wanted to consult the "Holy Spirit" to see about the dome and of course wanted to be paid for the service. Anyone truly in touch with the Holy Spirit does not require money. The earth is full of fortune tellers and soothsayers that are mimicking God's design. We see this used by the Catholic Churches in all of the world.

People say have a place to put it before you buy but I know that when I find the right deal then have faith in locating a place and God will provide. When a thing is right it will have your name on it and be free. If it takes money to do a deal then its most likely not of God.

If you make a deal than do the deal without further negotiation. Consider and make the right decision. In this case it may of been more glory for man than for God. It could also have been a white elephant without a home. Also it could of been an art painting disaster.

I feel the stress of it moving up and down my body. I would gladly pay money to avoid what I feel in my mind and body in remorse. The window was open but now it is closed.

It is a likeness to the coming of the Lord and those not ready will see the door close. It is a likeness to a mother aborting her child then trying unsuccessfully to bring it back again and to erase the damage is done. It is like a virgin that compromised her virginity, then trying to be clean again. Make up your mind each day what is right and do it without fail.

I find peace with God and reassurance. The language of the Holy Spirit is on my tongue.

The now 'we will protect you thing' may be backfiring on the president as more and more American people question loyalty to freedom guaranteed by our constitution. Why should all Americans be tortured and searched when it's the Arabs that are causing the trouble.

There will be no peace in Israel. We're trying to give them tons of money for a new deal peace agreement but they keep sacrificing their people to do harm to Israel and the Jews. It is said that the Roman Emperor before the fall traveled through the streets shoveling money to the peasants to watch them scramble for it. Money means nothing to me when it can buy what I need to make a statement and to reveal Biblical prophecy in visual art. I believe the Lord will provide this deal some way. The Lord hears and answers prayer. Let us be content in whatever state we're in as the Bible bids us to be, rich or poor, free or bond. We have a heavenly heritage and let us remember our creator. Our bodies have a lot of working parts and we need to stay in shape and not get rusty. Burn no bridges but emit a Christian attitude to one and all. Earn people's trust by being consistently generous. The Lord hears our prayer and provides our needs. Every breath comes from Lord God.

Uranium is being forced on us from Colorado to the Savannah river nuclear storage dump.

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