September 2, 2005 journal, despicable language from the chief thief in Washington D.C.

I hesitate to recite what I feel lead to recite in this journal because it is not my nature to use such foul language or even allow it in this journal except that the people should know what their so-called Christian president is saying from his black bloody heart of confusion.

Let me alert you to the fact that this is the ugliest language that could come out of a man's mouth. God forgive me for reciting it! "B-u-s-h's obscene tirades rattle White House aides by Doug Thompson Aug 25, 2005, 06:19. While President George B-u-s-h travels around the country in a last-ditch effort to sell his Iraq war, White House aids scramble frantically behind the scenes to hid the dark mood of an increasingly angry leader who unleashes ob-scenity-filled outburst at anyone who dares disagree with him. "I'm not meeting with that go-d-d-a-m-ned bitch", Bush screamed at aides who suggested again he meet with Cindy Sheehan, the war protesting mother whose son died in Iraq.  "She can go to hell as far as I'm concerned".  B-us-h, administration aids confide, frequently explodes into tirades over those who protest the war, calling them "Mother fu-cking terrorist", he reportedly was so upset over Veterans of Foreign Wars members who wore "bullshit protectors" over their hears during his speech to their annual convention that he told aides to "tell those VFW  as-s-holes that I will never speak to them began if they can not keep their members under control.  Whitehouse insiders say B-us-h is growing increasingly bitter over mounting opp-osition to his war in Iraq.  Polls show a vast majority Americans now believe the war was a mistake and most doubt the president’s honesty. "Who gives a flying fuck what the polls say", he screamed at a recent travel strategy meeting. "I'm the president and I'll do what ever I go-ddamn please. They don't know sh-it". B-u-s-h, while setting up for a photo op for signing the recent cafta bill, flipped an extended middle finger to reporters.  Aides say the president often "flips the bird" to show his displeasure and tells aides who disagree with him to “go to hell" or “go f-u-c-k yourself". His habit of giving the finger to people goes back to his days as Texas governor, aide admit, and videos of him doing so before press conferences were widely circulated among TV stations during those days.  A recent video showing him shooting the finger to reporters while walking also recently surfaced.  Bu-sh behavior, according to prominent Washington psychiatrist, Dr. Justin Frank, author of "B-us-h on the couch: inside the mind of the president", is all too typical of an alcohol-bully who is ruled by fear. To see that fear emerges, Dr. Frank says, all one has to do is confront the president.  To actually directly confront him in a clear way, to bring him out, so you would really see the bully, and you would also see the fear", he says.  Dr. Frank, in his book, speculates that bu-sh, an alcoholic who brags that he gave up booze without help from groups like alcoholics Anonymous, may be drinking again. "Two questions that the press seems particularly determined to ignore have hung silently in the air since before Bu-sh took office", Dr. Frank says.  Is he still drinking? And if not, is he impaired by all the years he did spend drinking?  Both questions need to be addressed in any serious asse-ssment of his psychological state".  Last year, Capitol Hill Blue learned the White House physician prescribed anti-depressant drugs for the president to control what aides called "violent mood swings”. As Dr. Frank also notes: "In writing about Bu-sh's halting appear-ance in a press conference just before the start of the Iraq war, Washington Post media critic Tom Shales speculated that “the president may have been ever so slightly medicated" Dr. Frank explained B-u-s-h's behavior as all to typical of an alcoholic whos still in denial: The pattern of blame and denial” <capitalhillblue.com/artman/publish/printer_7263shtml>